in the end...

(It starts with)

One thing / I don’t know why

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know

time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It’s so unreal

Didn’t look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know

Wasted it all just to

Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart

What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I’m surprised it got so far

Things aren’t the way they were before

You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart

What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn’t even matter

anjakan paradigma : bila musibah / sakit hati / sukar memaafkan berlaku, 3 perkara yang perlu dilakukan

1. mengucap "Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun"
2. Redha dengan apa yang berlaku. Doa kepada Tuhan supaya diberi pahala atas musibah yang berlaku supaya tidak ada dendam dalam hati, sentiasa diberi kekuatan memaafkan, hati akan sentiasa bersih, jiwa akan tenang, muka sentiasa ceria.
3. Doa mohon kepada Tuhan atas musibah yang menimpa. mohon kekuatan untuk menghadapi setiap kekusutan yang berlaku.

note : setiap yang berlaku pasti ade hikmah disebaliknya. redha dengan ketentuan-Nya